Tumblr!

Sooo I have a tumblr. You are free to check it out if you'd like, it's very similar to this blog. Almost the same url, in fact.

http://chaseallthecloudsfromthesky.tumblr.com/

Somewhere, out there.

I'm sick of waiting around for something that will probably never happen. But I am too scared to take the leap of faith, and do something myself. It's funny, I go after what I want academically and professionally, but when it comes to matters of the heart, I freeze. I'm sure everyone is convinced I'm a lesbian, but I swear I'm not. I'm just scared. Scared that I will never find what I'm looking for, but also scared of settling. I'd rather be alone and independent than dependent on a guy who just turns out to be a jerk. I'm getting nervous though that I will never find that perfect someone and I will end up an old, dried up cat lady. 

I know I am starting to sound like some loser who spends all of her time complaining, and for that I apologize to my few followers. But in my defense, I did say I would use this blog as a personal way to express myself. So ha. To make up for it, here's some inspiration. Lord knows I need it.